Apr 2020
I have to push aside your pride
because you did too much;
I can’t let you slide.
Timid and trying to hush,
I wanted to hide and deny
my despise. But despite the lies,
the spite and highs, you shy
and fly from what’s right.
I just want to go to sleep without crying.
You’re true and right while lying.
I hate what you do, my love for blue is dying.
You’re critter size but you criticize so I’m done buying
your trickery disguised as honesty. Stop trying.
because you did too much;
I can’t let you slide.
Timid and trying to hush,
I wanted to hide and deny
my despise. But despite the lies,
the spite and highs, you shy
and fly from what’s right.
I just want to go to sleep without crying.
You’re true and right while lying.
I hate what you do, my love for blue is dying.
You’re critter size but you criticize so I’m done buying
your trickery disguised as honesty. Stop trying.
January 8, 2020: We all need closure. This is mine and I’m amazing without you. It’s time to finally move on for the better. I can’t deal with your ego anymore. I won’t deal with the superbia. For you, I would have done whatever. Now, I’ll do...whatever. I don’t want to break my back just to stay in limbo anymore. Besides, you only feel tall because your blanket is so small.
