I miss the way you look at me When I’m doing nothing but breathing The way your lips find mine Under every single red light The way it takes hours just to say goodnight When I was too nervous to hold you like I wanted to Because I was afraid of what it might make me want to do And I could write about how I’m terrified, because I am But all I can think about is how happy I feel when you’re holding my hand How you told me you’d be mine as long as I wanted you Like you see a day coming when my “I love you” won’t be true But right now there’s nothing I want more than to kiss you like I’m meant to To trace your lips with my fingertips, just admiring the view I want to lay with my head on your chest Your hands moving over my skin like no one else is in the room I remember your hair, how it gets red in the summer And what it looks like dripping wet just out of the shower You mean a lot to me I hope you know And I didn’t know what to do with how sad I felt driving home Knowing you won’t be there and I still won’t see you for a month Knowing you’re asleep, 953 miles from me Missing you is exhausting