if you think that I can't write poems like this , I fully understand , to find the right words a tedious challenge but on the other hand. The reason that I do this , with the clutter in my mind , at times I'm only venting , not meant to be unkind. I do it to feel like I belong , dont mistake me for weak , I am not a carnival worker , or a 40's circus freak. Be careful how you judge me , for I am just like you , A starving poet whom loves to write I have to see it through. This one is finally over so I'll leave you with this , clap your hands , with no demands and blow my *** a kiss !!