Take this glue And seal my heart Fix the cracks Which are leaking black
Save my soul From rotting away This pain is becoming Unbearably real
My love is too strong To just vanish like you want It’s like a fire burning Threatening to turn into ash
Place your hand Upon my heart And feel the blaze That still remains
Growing stronger With each passing day I beg my heart To stop this display
But to my dismay It doesn’t listen It does what it wants Even if it causes pain
I beg and I plead For this agony to end For my suffering to stop But it will never come
I try to distract myself Distract my heart and mind Put them on something else Anything at all
But you always seem To come crawling in Setting my heart ablaze And my mind turns dark
My love for you Won’t stop growing No matter how hard I try My mind can’t stop it
The heart wants what the heart wants Or at least that’s how the saying goes But right now it feels like all it wants Is to destroy itself through endless suffering
With just a simple flutter of a thought My day could turn from the happiest I’ve had To the darkest in which I dread Begging for the end of time
Oh how I miss our talks I miss waking up to you I miss you holding me as I fall asleep Feeling safe from the night terrors that creep
I miss the way you smiled When you looked my way The way you joked around To cheer me up on a rainy day
I miss the comfort you gave me The laughs we shared The embraces that kept me warm inside Warning the darkness to step aside
But now I’m alone There is no safety I’m terrified to sleep And even more so to wake
This feeling inside me Grows stronger and stronger I don’t know how much more I can take Before this life is pushed to the end
When I get excited I instinctively turn my head Thinking you are still by my side But then I see there’s no one there
I stare at the empty spot on my bed The one that you use to fill And tears start to fall As I lose all self control
The tears that burn so much Like acid drops on my skin The tightness of my chest The aching in my heart
I end up in a ball Crying out to the Gods of old Pleading for mercy From this cruel fate
Pleading with all my heart For just one more chance To make it right In exchange for my soul