Yes, I am your lover, but I won't ever be your friend. We will never be more than we have ever been. I've been writing down these words in repentance of my sins. There's no need to be alarmed; this merely ends where it begins.
No, you're not my lover, but you'll always be my friend. We will never be as much as we've already been. You've forced on me this distance and I will break before I bend. There is cause to be alarmed; you've severed ties that we can't mend.