Faded memories
And sleepless nights
Look in my eyes
And tell me  
Am I even alive?
Please, do not lie
I've done so much in this life
And I honestly can't tell if I'm alive

There's so much going on inside
A lot of light and dark colliding
I'm backed into a corner
And it's so frustrating

It comes and goes
Then comes back again
I wish I would overdose
So I can finally be a freeman
No more shadows
No more me
What a lovely place
It would be.