Dear friends
It's me, Anthony
I took you all for granted
And for that
I'm sorry
Though I have good memories
Things could have been better

I wasn't really there some days
Anxiety filled my mind
I don't know why exactly
But I had to getaway
And stay at home some days
I guess me being traumatized
Is what made me more closed off
I should of went to a therapist
But I was too stubborn
Haha
I guess that isn't too surprising

I haven't seen you guys in years
But when I do
I break into tears
Well, that isn't true
A man crying is weird
So I hold it in
You guys don't know that though
But you do now
...
Nevermind, I have no emotions
But if you do ever see me cry
It's actually because of invisible onions
...
It's true I say!
No laughing!!
...
I've been thinking about you guys recently
Due to the amount of dreams I've been getting
And it has me thinking
Why not make a poem
To write about my current situation
I'm kidding, I just wanted to write about you guys
No specific reason
.....
What I'm trying to say
Is that I love you guys
And I miss you all so much
I've said that so many times
But when we were all together
I never said it enough times
So I'm saying it a billion times
Otherwise
I'll lose my sanity

Anyways
I don't know what hallway I'm in
But I really need to find the exit
I hope to become a millionaire when I do
So I can bring you guys to a big barbecue
Because that's what adults do
Right?
We're so old.. time flies
...
I just wanted to say this
And I'm sorry for all of this
I'm also sorry
For what I'm going to do
After saying all of this
Oh, sorry for the mess too
...
I love you guys
And I miss all of you so ******* much
I'll keep you all in my mind
Forever
And always
So goodbye
And farewell
See you all
On the other side

Sincerely,
Your friend who is sorry
Anthony.