you said that i'm wasting my time on things that don't matter. well, i'd rather be wasteful than lonely. the road to self-preservation takes a lifetime and a half, but on my third attempt i think i'm finally getting the hang of it. and instead of shrinking in size after every unpleasant comment that makes no difference at all, i expand into every direction until there's no room to grow, then a little bit more afterwards. and wouldn't you like to know what i'm about to become, wouldn't you want to see me now? well, i'm sorry for wasting your time, but i'd rather be wasteful than spend it on trying to please you.