Because I just feel used ya know? Because I am forced to go, Then forced to be the responsible one. Never can I have a little fun, Because I am always babysitting everyone else. You use me because I am so good to you, But I never get the same energy in return. I am forced to deal with your problems, But no one is there to help me with mine. There is the occasion few, But no one understands. You respect me, But I don’t feel loved. Sometimes I wonder when it will pay off. When will it all be worth it. Because I have been trying for so long now, And it just gets harder and harder But nothing gets any easier.
my heart just hurts and nothing seems worth it anymore