I’m torn up inside Confused but I see the light in a moment I told her how I feel about getting to know each other better She doesn’t feel the same way though Then I felt the darkness
I feel disappointed but I also feel I shouldn’t Pursue her. No, not yet. I would feel clingy. I’m not clingy.
Never should I try or strive but her qualities attract me. She brushes them off like they are nothing but she is a treasure in that moment of light.
I really do think she’s better than the rest. Clearly she is taken for good reasons and I wish her the best!
There’s nothing I can do except to hear back from her someday when she is more free. But what if her heart is broken where she doesn’t want another? I’m torn... I wish her the best. I wonder if she will remember me in that time of hurt if it comes. I wonder if she would look for a friend to comfort her. I’m here for her. Sounds lame but I am. I would like to know her better in her time of hurt so I can pick up her unhappy ness and whirl her up and say let me show you my heart. It has been waiting for someone like you.