dear heart of mine; What you desire is something I cannot give, since her words, her gaze must never be mine.
To want for nights in her arms softly composing verse is futile. And to wish for her lips to seek out yours in the dark is foolish, beyond hope, beyond reason.
She cannot be yours. -will not. Must not.
Because on a feeble ledge you wait: her as your counter. A single step and surely you will let her fall. Speak of your affection only to tear apart the careful stitching of time and fate that brought you here in the first place.
Be careful foolish heart not to undo such bonds for you are not as heroic as you presume. You would perish if you were to walk alone again.
So I got a crush on someone I'm not allowed to have. And it's making life hard. Especially because she's one of my roommates, and also my best friend's little sister. That was about two months ago...