I used to think it was brave to declare my love with intent to die
But how much harder, how much more pain,
To live without you every day?

I'll spend my days,
The rest of my life.
All my time remaining,
Just for a chance to once more join in your heavenly light.

I've caused so much hurt,
I should have been better.
But no time for remorse,
Just time to prepare and get better.

You pulled me out of my self-dug abyss.
You gave me hope,
You gave me bliss.
I've never felt like I had mattered,
I've never hurt like when our relationship I soured.

For now we're apart,
And it may be forever.
But I'll hold out hope,
That one day we can be back together.