I am a monster become self aware. Aware of my nature, not changeable even with my heart laid bare. I hoped love could save me; Help me escape. But all it could do is hold the evil at bay.
We had good times; I gave my all for you. But slowly, but surely, the evil seeped through. I'd become so bitter, so rotten within. That even when I met my soul mate, Love was doomed not to win.
I spewed my evil, I traumatized my life. She was everything to me, And yet my tongue and actions cut like a knife.
I lost all control, Or maybe regained it? I don't know whether it was always like this, Or if circumstance changed it. My heart; was it always so cold and vile? Was I always the one whom I hated and reviled?
She's gone now. I only wish it had been sooner. I can never mend the hurt that I have gifted upon her. All she ever gave me was grace and love, And I returned these blessings with poison and blood.