I feel so lonely even when you have your arms around me I hold myself much worse than you do But I like the former more than the latter I guess I’m destined to die alone Without you I don’t even have any friends I’d have to move alone.
Isn’t the whole point of love to be less lonely? How come I still feel alone? How come I don’t like it when you hold me? I don’t want you to **** me. I don’t want you to make love to me. I don’t want you.
But I know if I don’t stay with you I will die alone. Can I turn my back on you? Over not feeling fulfilled? I don’t know if I can live a lie anymore. God help me. I’m going to either die alone, Or die feeling alone. I don’t know which one is worse.