I remember the night he said he was done. My feet felt like ice on the pavement. I could see my breath in the night sky. I knew it was coming. He had been small talking me for days. Funny how men act so tough until they have to tell someone they are moving on. “I deleted all of your photos...” he said. “Everything is gone off of my phone” How does one move on so fast? At this point, I wasn’t even listening. I had opened my heart. The vulnerability was unleashed like a fire hydrant and I couldn’t find the willpower to stop it from completely destroying my self worth. I don’t blame you. I wasn’t ready to be loved.
The heart wants what it wants & sometimes not what it needs.