shadows perform their sword dance playfully his fingers wrapped in mine like a bow lights passing on the twilight highway busy wondering if they are all going home music toning out the white noise he puts his hand on my knee through the rips as if to ground himself from floating away the weight of the past 4 months slipping all of it is drifting away when I'm here caught staring up at the ceiling and wishing he pulls my chin around to face him a cool kiss planted on my forehead here and now my pain is gone because of him never wanting to leave and praying he stays