I am Jonah in the belly of Leviathan living only when the beast surfaces, exchanging liquid grief, heavy air for the unwanted gasps of new life.
I pray out of this belly for gills and only the ocean hears my voice,Β Β It deepens and encompasses me, itsΒ Β waves billowing me in absolution.
The beast vomits me out to her caress, a body of weeds penetrating to my soul. I dream of sinking, my thoughts fainting, lungs releasing their corruption.
I relax and the waters reject me. It refuses me gills knowing that land creatures were meant to see only mountains and sky.