Petty jealousies
Private miseries
Disappointment
And pain
Surly bitchiness
Moody temperedness
Abandonment
Again
Losses sickening
Anxious quickening
Sweet temperament
In vain
Endemic meanness
Battling endless
A tournament
Insane
**** sticking so well
On walls of my cell
Negative bent
I wane
Positivity
Wholly lost to me
What if I spent
This vein?