I wish I could walk along the path you leave behind Do the things you do to me that I'd never do to you Say the words I know will hurt and cut you deep So you can understand what it feels like to have Those scars that run across your heart and weaken your mind
I'm jealous of how highly you think about yourself How easily you hurt others without a second thought How you can do whatever you want Say whatever you want And never face a single consequence
If I could walk a day in your shoes I'd break a million hearts with every step And when I'd get tired I'd have a glass of water Poured from the ocean of tears from all those you've discarded
And I feel like I'm your ghost Pacing in the steps of the one who hurt me most Bathing in your legacy of tragedy In all these memories I am searching for my remedy
But all I have found is a band-aid to rip off A quick and momentary pain I won't remember once it's done In my mind I shake the walls of insecurity and reminisce About the times I was able to commit such crimes of passion About the times I was stronger than the person that I am now When I wasn't too scared to rip that band-aid off