I'm still trying to figure out wether We really belong together. When we were so close and everything Seems so fine it makes me want You so much more. I have scary visions of you And I hate them all except The ones that Are good. I want you to be happy and To remember me. I Want you to live on without me, I can just be a Good memory. Remember my eyes The ones you've never seen as they Explored your spine and how it Curves. The eyes that Memorize the Freckles on your arm. The same **** eyes that Know when you want to cry. I'm still trying to figure out why I want you so much and if I Should stay. If I did stay, One reason would be Because of you.