Is it normal to feel so alone, even when you’re surrounded by people

Is it normal to want to be close to someone, but keep them at a safe distance so you don’t risk getting hurt again

Is it normal to start caring for someone, and then see them leave without a goodbye

Is it normal to pour your heart out to someone and then have them throw it back in your face

Is it normal to want to live your life to the fullest, yet still feel empty inside

Is it normal to be healing, but always still feel like you’re broken

Is it normal to hate someone, but still want to love them

Is it normal to see life going so fast, and start to wish that it would just stop

Is it normal to feel so many of your emotions, but wish that you could feel nothing at all instead

Is all of this normal?