my entire life all ive ever wanted to be is loved to be held to be cared for to be wanted my entire life all ive ever wanted is someone i call my own to share memories someone to motivate me someone to push and inspire me my entire life all ive ever wanted was to be apart of your life to make you smile to cuddle an snuggle an hold eachother to grow old together
my entire life i have never been love ive never been held ive never been cared for ive never been wanted my entire life ive never had a woman to call my own ive never had anyone to make memories ive never had a woman to motivate me ive never had a woman to push me or inspire me my entire life is wasted you dont want me in your life ive never gotten to make you smile ive never gotten to hold you an snuggle an cuddle with you im growing old alone
this pain in my heart is killing me slowly i have no motivation i have no inspiration ive lost all desire i dont see any escape wishing it was me that put that smile on your face praying you come home to spoon im dying alone
i thought you cared for me i thought you loved me i thought i made you smile i thought you wanted me i thought you needed me i thought wrong my heart is broken my life is ruined i have nothing to live for my life is over
i dont know how to continue i cant picture a life without you im stressed sad and a nervous wreck i have no more tears to shed
make this easy for me load the gun an pass it to me hand me the gun so i can rid this hurt hand me the gun so i can blast my brains im beyond repair
im not suicidal im tired tired of being unloved an alone im going to die a ****** im going to die not knowing what its like what its like to be appreciated what its like to have someone there for me what its like to be hugged or kissed
a vision of you with me is my demise i thought it was my upbringing i was wrong what a waste i cant believe it i have been played i have been fooled i have been cheated i have been robbed
as i lay my head down on this pillow as i bury myself in these covers know one thing the fact is ive lived a life without being loved my life just ended thanks for wasting my time let me soak in this regret leave me be
i will never find peace no faith prayer or apology can save me im done trying i give up you win
sorry for loving you im here if you care to change my mind otherwise im shutting the world out dont wake me goodbye