I am not calm. My head is spinning, My vision’s fading. With each person Passing by, Is another person That tries to interact. And with each Delicately soul-retching Interaction I have, It all moves faster, And my stomach flips Over once more.
Now I feel about to cry. People have tried to Involve this sad soul, But I turn them away, Only secluding myself Further into this abyssal hell.
I’m no better than I was, Those 3 years ago. I say I’ve changed, But it’s all the same.
All I could do then was run away, But I still ran away, even now.
Anyone else have horrible social anxiety? I was at a party and I couldn’t stay there so now I am outside behind a different building, away from others.