A dark room
Full of liquor
and smog
I know he’s in there
Saying, “I’ll try tonight,
To not get drunk
To not get high,
Don’t wanna end up
like the old man,
I’ll try tonight”
“Nirvana,”
He writes
no suffer
no desire
no self-consciousness
It’s what he wants
While he’s in the state of
fear
and love
Under the influence

Saying, “I’ll just try tomorrow”