I don’t know where my emotions stand, I wish I could truly understand, I feel guilt and pain every time I here your name, I feel unworthy and undeserving of the love you gave me, You and me ended things because of my family. And this random guy, Caught my eye, But I find myself comparing, At this point I don’t even know why I’m sharing.
I need so much freaking help. I hate all these emotions. I know I’m young bit I feel like I spend a lifetime with my first love. I keep comparing and comparing. It’s not fair to either of them. I wish I could just throw all my emotions away.