complicit huh
complacent
i know that name
i just can't place it
what a beautiful face though
oh how nascent
i know it's coming
how do i face it
i know it'll be ******
i already taste it
if i anticipate the pain
maybe i can embrace it
still i gotta know my limits
find a way pace it
borderline torture
abusedly adjacent
i'll suffer through the waiting
find a way to be patient
i just hope you know
i see your hesitation
i hope you know i feel your doubt
and i hate it