This life that I live
seems like forever i breathe
why won't it stop
I am seeking some relief
the burden that's inside
it festers, it seethes
in agony I suffer
minds begin to bleed
as I stage to motion on
hope has become so bruised
to stay in life to live
I am waiting so confused
wanting not to wake up again
or to sing to life's tune
I hope all of this stops
and I hope that it's real soon
why am I still here?
begin to tighten the noose
plastic bag over head
so the failures  reduced
to get the task done
I rush to lock the room
when my fate awaits
I call it  my doom...