loving an anorexic is hard, i would assume. borderline impossible. how can you love someone who has so much hatred for their body?
my first relationship ended because he was sick of watching me spit pasta into napkins and hide bread in my sleeves he cheated on me and i watched the most cliché stereotype turn me angry and spiteful he told me he couldn't love someone who loved their eating disorder more than they loved him
i want to be angry about this, but i can't he was right. i was always going to choose ed over him i would rather die from starvation than let go of my eating disorder for him
in that sense, he wasn't the only one who cheated.