The truth is,
I regret every decision I make.
I worry over nothing
And everything.
My mind is overflowing
Constant fear and paranoia
I want to be included,
But I don't want
I don't want.
I don't
I don't want to be a burden.
I don't want to be annoying.
I don't want to be weird,
Or cringy
Or awkward.
I don't want to be alone.
I don't want to die.