Silence getting loud and I can barely hear, Sinking behind the wheel and I can barely steer.. Drifting in and out of consciousness the guilt is here The little kid in me is hiding under my beard.. He locked me out my heart, because Im tired of fighting the tears. I canβt find the tears I canβt shake this feeling I canβt sleep right now But I cover my head with these sheets And the moon reminds me how dark it is I canβt see **** I made peace with the darkness I made with peace with brightness of bright above my window.