i don't know what i want
come here and hold me
but if you lay a finger on me
i'll break
no one else does it the way you do
so i'm deprived
because i deny myself their comfort
i wait for yours
but your touch reminds me
and i start to spiral
i hate being vulnerable
but i let you in
i curved into your embrace
just to have you
abandon me
i need your touch
but it isn't the same
it hurts
but not in the good way anymore