Doldrums, doldrums
eviler than the devil.
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The Cyclopes’ prism eye  
revolves around me
in a mechanical chatter.
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It calls out desires at night,
a mermaid cast up on shore
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that awakens with the caw
of a thousand slaughtered gulls
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sending me scrambling
back to the darkness,
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afraid to touch
the brightness of hell.
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Doom to scrub the deck
till shining like
a ***** whale’s pecker;
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falling in the whitewash
and awakening to a gull
worming at me boot laces;
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tugging barrels, lugging barrels,
spit polishing the insides of them.
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Gulls have the souls of sailors
hidden inside their caw,
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and when the weathervane
points to the east side wind
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for seven months the waters
be too great to launch or land
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and I be ****** near
wedded to this here light.
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Or she be a figment of my imagination
and I just be gull food
to peck on on these rocks?