i've been asking for problems
because i haven't prayed to Him
this is his way of punishing me,
giving me a perfect paradise on earth
that's tearing at the seams
i don't want to live
i can't be who you want me to be

it's been difficult
she keeps telling me it'll get better
why do i keep falling for a web of lies
that slowly wraps itself around my neck
choking me
the life leaves my eyes.
and so do my demons

finally i'm free
and i'm stuck in a perfect paradise
that's tearing at the seams