A friend opened up to me a day or two ago. She held a story up to me, a story she'd never told. I don't know why, But I could feel her scars engrave into me too. I could feel his hands creeping up me like they once did to her too. They seemed to hold me in all the wrong places, Nothing about it was comfortable. It all felt so real, it felt like something I had been through. I didn't know how to tell her I had been there too. So I just shook my head and cried with her too. I hope she knows I share those memories too.
So it's been a long time. Honestly I've been too scared to write and that that I do too scared to share. I feel so vulnerable, but it's time to be me again.