and then, there was missing you between the drunken times and the fake smiles i found myself thinking of the way way you used to hold my hand the way you used to hold me the way you enjoyed being around my friends sometimes, on nights like these i miss the way things were on nights like these reality hits hard and the weight of the world falls on my shoulders itβs a good reminder to be around people you love people you care about some people you cherish some people who feel the same about you