Have I made a mistake?
Did I ignore my instinct?
Or have my thoughts just simply taken over?

A question I’ve pondered
A truth that I fear
Is ignorance truly bliss?

Masked resilience
Hopeful lies I tell
Ones I secretly wish to believe

Attempts I’ve made
To fill such fears
Only left creating more

Should I have taken the risk?
Is this regret I feel ?
Am I a visitor in my new home?