My body no longer feels like my own
It’s covered with remembers of you
Bruises on my hips
Gouges and scrapes across my *******
Marks along my neck
You make me want to hide
I’m afraid to show my body, to even look at myself in the mirror
I’m ashamed of what you’ve turned my body into
I can’t close my eyes without feeling your hands touch me where they shouldn’t
I feel ***** and empty
I walk around holding back the tears
I’m not fine, I’m not ok.
You are destroying me