Maybe I should've stayed sober when you came over and the lines, walls and words started to blur, but in that short skirt that works so well you had your hand under my shirt and those evil eyes that excite ,unafraid of hurt, that night someone paid the price
We befriended a bottle for a three day ****** and a sledgehammer hangover had my brain in the blender waving a white straight jacket in surrender
We'd wake up to a mirrors shameful stare Mixing love and lust without a care. In some sort of sinful cocktail, each and every time our wills would fail some small part of my broken heart would merge with hers as we pretended to be whole, I let passion poison my soul.
We'd Dance in a drugged induced stupor, imagining a false future together so I said that I loved her, But when drugs wore down we fell to the ground Sweet lies started our slow demise.
She'd say she was fine but I'd find her in tears. So I held her in my arms while I couldn't feel, but after being so numb, nothing felt real. Then she begged me to share just to show that I care. So i said it was better to lock myself away For fear of the words that I needed say
The two years together instead of forever As you shredded my head apart And I spitefully tore out your heart. When we were close we'd corrode and corrupt and from a far we'd suffer in silence
In your pain you fell for someone else, forcing me to smile while I rot away in side But, Tired of passing round the disease that was Blame. I severed you from my mind and heart and separately we slowly fell apart.
On the verge of death with a fist clenching poison and our body barely breathing we were Self sabotaging star crossed lovers with a semi fatal ending