Everyday I think about you. I realize maybe you are happier than I could've made you. Everyday I'm thankful. A best friend who has forgiven me endlessly. Everyday I love you. I never gave us the chance maybe I was scared maybe I was just flat out stupid. Everyday I am happy. A best friend who will always be there for me until the end. I may have lost a beautiful love but I also got to keep an amazing friend. Everyday I am sad. I am brimming with guilt no matter what but I'm also glad that I didn't get a chance because I wasn't ready for it and I could've broken what I want to keep whole and loved. But everyday I know we have an unbreakable bond.