I was naive back then...
Time and people didn’t matter at all,
Success and happiness were always present.
I remember being all alone, laying on the grass,
Peacefully and satisfied
Feeling the golden sun-rays in my cheeks, my eyes closed but still reflecting light.
I was listening to absolute silence,

When I was alone, among nature, happiness remained.
My mind was pure and my soul so clear
There was nothing wrong
I can say...
My life was complete.

But this life of mine
Where I can do whatever I want and live to the edge,
Cost me my joy.
And I regret
so much
this huge mistake that led me to perdition and made me suffer...
And the worst it is still unknown.