What am I doing here? I can’t help but wonder In a world of no peace A world in constant hunger I’ve always felt like a misfit No matter where I go They say life’s a present It doesn’t feel like it though I don’t mean to be depressing I promise I want to see the good Treat every day as a blessing Don’t get me misunderstood But with all the chaos surrounding It’s hard to hold onto hope I’m 26 and counting I still don’t know how to cope What am I doing here? Maybe I won’t ever truly know But what I have come to learn Is this place is not my home There’s too much love in my heart For a world so distant and ice cold Which is what sets me apart And unable to fit in it’s mold