the secrets are happening over unpaved floors, the summer goodbye, the lovers that were only fantasies in a leviathan envy - that I pretended to be a melted oath caught between thunder and rain,Β Β but "I'm trying to get myself together" because I exist and you are aΒ Β "outspoken downtown whirlpool" lost in the smoke from the hookah lounge next door, being insightful about "our" butterfly effect being better