june 7th was the start the day you began to steal my heart, you pulled me away and off we went to a place that's left such a huge dent
I want to hate you I want to be mad cuz now I'm here all fragile and sad you said you never want to break my heart, but here I am falling apart. My hearts still lively still lovely and free but **** that cuz **** you hurt me.
You went away and day by day, I sat at home writing back to you. All the letters that you sent through I held on even though I missed you, but now that you're home I'm left here alone.
All you did was love and care which makes this feel so unfair, you treated me better than I could ever imagine and it's hard to pretend like that never happened.
I'm trying to let go trying to take it slow bu the boy I know feels like a stranger and I don't know where to go. You made me feel safe you taught me trust even our friendship is starting to rust.
Every time I lie in bed please get out of my head let me sleep, let me sleep in peace.
This poem was from over a year ago, I'm in a much better place now but I wanted to post my old poems here just to get them somewhere else, and off my phone.