Aug 2019
I had stitched every hole
Every worn down place
Yes, I was perfectly flawed
But I was sewn tight together
The waves could come
Shake me if they could
But my stitching stayed strong
I thought it always would
There's something new
Hunting me down
Sharp sharp claws
My stitches fall to the ground
Like a torrent of rain
Just enough to crack open
The floodgates
I am lost in the river and I can't see the ground
Praying for a hand to reach out but I won't make a sound
Every worn down place
Yes, I was perfectly flawed
But I was sewn tight together
The waves could come
Shake me if they could
But my stitching stayed strong
I thought it always would
There's something new
Hunting me down
Sharp sharp claws
My stitches fall to the ground
Like a torrent of rain
Just enough to crack open
The floodgates
I am lost in the river and I can't see the ground
Praying for a hand to reach out but I won't make a sound
I feel like everything is great
Except I've had more panic attacks in the last week then the rest of my life?
And like I just don't want people to think i'm trying to 'be cool' cause 'everyone has anxiety sometimes you aren't special' but like, hahaha a therapist would be nice.
Except I've had more panic attacks in the last week then the rest of my life?
And like I just don't want people to think i'm trying to 'be cool' cause 'everyone has anxiety sometimes you aren't special' but like, hahaha a therapist would be nice.
