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Aug 2019
once,
twice.
lost
lives
you don't wanna know what
i
know.

so many choices,
so many voices.
you don't wanna know what
i
know.

happy in the sun,
disappointed in the dark,
where are your friends?
did your family leave you?

(flinch
move
stop
please)

i wanna leave,
get away,
disappear.
get away,
i plead.
get away,
please.
they never listen,
so i'm forced to stay.

attention *****
psychopath
lazy *****
ungrateful brat
don't call me that, please
it brings up bad memories.

beg,
they whisper.
beg like a dog,
they laugh.
no, no, i don't want to...
i just want it to stop.

don't make me,
don't make me,
please, please,
no, no, no, n-

once,
never twice.
lost
my life.
i'll finally be gone,
i got away.

do you wanna know what
i
know?
:/
Lizzie Matthias
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Lizzie Matthias  16/Cisgender Female/Scandinavia πŸ‡©πŸ‡°πŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ͺπŸ‡³πŸ‡΄
(16/Cisgender Female/Scandinavia πŸ‡©πŸ‡°πŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ͺπŸ‡³πŸ‡΄)   
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