The monster lives inside you - the beast of jealousy, self-doubt, anger turned toward your own skin. A flash of disdain disarms you - the pain of being doubted and disliked. Charm and niceties distract you - the temporary soothe of a kind gesture and word. All the while the clock ticks. Tick, tick, tick. There is only so much time to dwell on the monster, disdain, and charm. There is time left to live and love. How will you spend your time?