I am just trying to shrink myself, trying to become smaller, quieter, less sensitive, less opinionated, less needy, and less me. This feeling of being forgotten, being less important is killing me. These days I wander why my friends are just stabbing behind my back and discussing everything irrelevant. I am clueless and feel like a tissue at the corner of my room that even could not make its way to the dustbin. Every morning I wake up sad and tired, n sleep with the same grief of being unwanted There is this gradual growth of hatred towards life. They say unless you have bad times, you can’t appreciate the good times. I try not to overthink. I try to be strong but Unfortunately I cant see any good times coming that can be appreciated.