I’d like to let this crazy out At least some of it Instead I let it simmer and boil Scalding and steaming in my head I want to escape Let me run from it I want to embrace it Let it wash over me But what I certainly do not desire Is to fight it.
I can’t fight every day I’m weary I want to be weak!
STOP TELLING ME TO BE STRONG!! I DON’T WANT TO!!!!!!!
Yet, here I am Fighting my crazy mind Each and every day And most especially Every **** night