For you the person that gave me life
I trust in you to keep me safe by your side
Did I truly know you
I was a simple child with fears
You dreamt of more than I realised
You pushed me away into others arms
You never truly believed in me
I tried I really tried
Combatted my insecurities making it to the top
Leaving those friends so important to me
I clutched to everything meaning worthwhile
But now the news is bad
And I don’t have any feelings
No pity or words of worth can be said
The pain that has swirled for many years
Bad words of anger and disgust
All to them this common distract
Cold feelings of inadequacies this pain no more
Trailing in my minds force
Tumbling around leaving me suffer
For how long will it last
You become frail and aged
You hang onto every word wondering what could be
But now your hate can disappear for you to keep going
You travel this tunnel of exploration
Starting to live a life more worthy
Looking into this crystal glass I see your eyes
Casting this spell on your loved ones
The ones that long for your love and support
This battle has been won time to give up.