I'm incapable of feeling feelings, but that's okay. these feelings are feelings I have to pay, what more can I say?
when feelings are allowed to feel, that's when it's harder to heal, my emotions are now sealed, it'll never be concealed.
I can't feel happy, even when days ain't ******; I can't feel sad, even when everything goes bad; I can't feel love, even when I can see doves; I can't feel feelings, this is what I'm dealing.
This poem is the side effect of taking anti-depressants. My therapist said if I'm okay with the numbness. Casually, I told her these feelings I'm feeling are the reason why I'm sitting here with her today.